Time for a more creative and positive approach.
tisdag 9 augusti 2016
söndag 22 juni 2014
Many things in my mind
This post might or might not be interesting, it might or might not be incoherent and it might or might not be ranting. Just going to write.
Currently sitting in a Starbucks near my share house in Korakuen enjoying an overpriced beverage with too many words in its name. Thinking what to write.
Many things have been going through my mind lately, as they seem to do from time to time. I don't really know where to start. I have lately been so mentally exhausted with school and work at the same time that I don't know what I am doing from time to time. I can't remember what I did last week, much less what I studied or enjoyed.
Since I came to Japan I have met many wonderful people, even if we only met once I got a new interesting perspective on things, all of them with their own experiences, life goals, ideas and opinions. I have been surprised, shocked even, in many cases when talking to them. I have been asked many questions that never crossed my mind, shown life styles I couldn't even dream of, and at times I have felt overwhelmed by all this new information. Thinking that you at least know half of what the world has a to offer and then shown that it is not even close can be a bit scary.
And while I do love being in Japan, the novelty is slowly starting to wear off, or rather I feel like it might be time to move and move on, and if want to start the next chapter of my life. But I don't know how or what. It's like a writers block but for your life decisions. Find a job? Apply for a different subject outside of Japanese? What else is there to do?
And this whole relationship thing. It still feels so foreign to me. I thought you just meet the right person and you know that this is the person you want to spend your life with. But seriously, that sounds so naive. How many times have I not felt this before just to have it crushed or doubted into dust?
I was asked by an acquaintance "well, what can YOU provide in a relationship?". Am I to provide something? Security? Comfort? Money? Doesn't at least the two first come naturally?
Maid cafe
A classmate finally dragged me to one of the infamous maid cafés strewn across akihabara. I always wanted to go but felt so embarrassed to go there by myself.
We got greeted with a super kawaii "Welcome, master!" And shown to a table made for people half my size. We picked what we wanted to eat and the maid helped us "inject love" into our food by chanting "moe moe kyun".
It was fun for a one time experience, but really awkward to be treated like a little girl. Oh well, got a picture of me in bunny ears and one of the maids.
Owl cafe in tsukijima
I had heard of these animal themed cafés and wanted to try one. I prefer cats, but thought it would be fun to go to an owl cafe as I've never seen one in real life.
Sushi eating contest
Not much to say, had a sushi eating contest back in March and won by one plate, two pieces of sushi per plate. That's a lot of sushi.
Memories of an event long past
This photo was the last taken of me on the slopes in nozawa onsen back in February.
Wow, it was that long ago since I snowboarded?
Definitely need to go snowboard again!
lördag 1 februari 2014
Sorry I haven't updated in so long
It is a really bad habit of mine. This blog doesn't affect anyone but me, yet I feel like I am letting down a child.
Oh well, at least my own disappointment only lasts for five minutes!
So when you are extremely confused, can't make sense of or understand your own emotions, what do you recommend to recollect ones thoughts?
A reevaluation of ones life? A ninety degree change of direction? I have been so emotionally lost this weekend. I don't know what I feel. Is it happiness? Sadness? Anger? Relief? Tension? I am not sad or disappointed per se, I just honestly don't know what I feel, only that I feel.
lördag 23 november 2013
Halloween party at borderless house
A curry dish with rice, salad and a wonderfully adorable halloween theme was just what we needed to celebrate the scariest time of the year!
We spent the longer half of the evening cutting seaweed eyes, noses and mouths. Totally worth it!
Expenses
- 500 yen each
Etiketter:
borderless house,
halloween,
iidabashi,
Japan,
party
fredag 22 november 2013
Ramen is serious business
I have been in Japan for almost two months and one thing that I have learned is, ramen is serious business. Like saying that all ramen tastes the same will give you some odd looks and always one person chiming in that you are wrong. You should consider the texture, the flavor, the soup it is served with, toppings, thickness of the soup and a thousand more points that make every ramen unique.
To prove this point I got invited out together with some other housemates to try what should be the best ramen ever according to one of the long term housemates.
If you ever wonder if a restaurant is any good you can always check for how long you will have to wait to get your food. The restaurant we went to was on a main street, had room for ten guests at a time and you had to walk in and out sideways to get to your seat. It was really weird to see such a small place being able to stay open in what I assume an expensive location. There was already a line of maybe ten more people waiting to get in and be served this amazing ramen, with us the line suddenly grew to sixteen. According to my calculations (in my mind) this should be an amazing experience.
It was think, creamy, lots of flavor without being too much, spicy in a non-intrusive way and a perfect temperature to keep you warm on a cool November evening.
Expenses
- 850 yen for a regular size ramen with ajitama egg
torsdag 21 november 2013
Buying games can be cheaper than buying a chewing gum
I think most people who play games regularly have at least heard about a place called Akihabara in Tokyo. Also known as Electric town, Akihabara is a gamer's paradise. I am not going deep into what you can buy here, since it would be a lot easier to tell you what electronics you can't buy here. Instead I just wanted to share this funny store I saw.
If you want to buy old games in Sweden you are most likely not going to find any store that sell anything older than Playstation 2 games and even then the prices are a bit on the expensive side. Not much but just enough to give a purchase a second thought. I have some friends that collect games and they agree that most purchases are better imported.
The store also had a huge collection of better and more popular games, old game consoles and gaming paraphernalia. If you have been searching for classics like Zelda, Mario, Sonic, Kid Icarus, Metroid or the like you could find it for a mere 1000-2000 yen depending on the quality of the cassette.
They also fixed several old broken gaming consoles, if you want a Super famicom for less than a pub night, Akihabara's different stores have you covered.
Also, if you are interesting in video game discussions and let's plays, you should check out my classmate's FaceBook page of MASP and his Youtube channel MASP Games. They talk about old school games, gaming culture and generally nerdy gaming stuff.
If you are interested in video game music and hopefully learn to play yourself someday you can listen to another friend, Piano perspective. He is incredibly talented and once I get a piano I will definitely listen to him play.
And just for some silly music and dance:
Also, if you are interesting in video game discussions and let's plays, you should check out my classmate's FaceBook page of MASP and his Youtube channel MASP Games. They talk about old school games, gaming culture and generally nerdy gaming stuff.
If you are interested in video game music and hopefully learn to play yourself someday you can listen to another friend, Piano perspective. He is incredibly talented and once I get a piano I will definitely listen to him play.
And just for some silly music and dance:
onsdag 20 november 2013
Small cheese fondue party at our sharehouse
This was actually some time agao, I just found these pictues. A couple of the previous housemates visited and to celebrate there was a fondue party! With food even!
Our sharehouse has room for up to sixteen occupants which means that from time to time the shared space can get a bit messy, but nothing that a free afternoon can fix. We got the living room all tidied up while some of the Japanese housemates went shopping for ingredients to dip. The picture don't show it, but we also got a setup for a chocolate fondue with marshmallows and other kinds of snacks.
We had loads of bread pieces, croutons, vegetables, fruit, waffles, fried mushroom, marshmallows and crackers. Some of it was of course for the chocolate fondue afterwards but I still tried parts of it dipped in cheese and it was okay! The fruits and the cheese flavor never really mixed, it was more like the left side of my mouth tasted the fruit while the right side tasted the cheese.
When you eat cheese there seem to be some rule that you have to drink wine to it. This sharehouse loves wine! You open a bottle and everyone gets a glass. Simply put, it was unnecessary to sample cheese dipped broccoli without some red wine.
To save ourselves from too much dishes we heated up the cheese in small procelain cups usually used for creme brulé. The cheese turned really stringy and it didn't take long until we had small cheese webs running along all the different plates.
It was a great evening, lots of good food, laughs, weird comparisons of Japan and Sweden. This has to be done again!
Expenses
- I think we paid 400 yen each for this
Etiketter:
borderless house,
fondue,
iidabashi,
Japan,
party
tisdag 19 november 2013
A quick trip in Shinjuku and a Swedish bar!
I previously wrote about how I visited Shinjuku and enjoyed a view over Tokyo from the Shinjuku Metropolitan Building. What I didn't tell you about was that I found a shop called Swedish bar! I was so thrilled that I forgot to check what they sold and just managed to take a picture. It wasn't until after that I realized that they had accidentally misspelled Swedish so to avoid any further embarassment I have corrected their spelling on the picture below. Phew! Another Sweden-Japan crisis averted!
Plats:
Shinjuku, Tokyo, Japan
måndag 18 november 2013
A meal with a view
Your homework is done, you have cleaned your room, none of your games seem appealing, your housemates are either sleeping or out exercising, working or studying. What do you do?
You decide to go buy a book, take the train to Shinjuku, get out of the wrong exit, think you can find your way back to the right exit, be lost for two hours, think "Screw this" and change your plans to visit the observatory deck of the Shinjuku Metropolitan government building.
I have always wanted to get another view over Tokyo but feel that after the third time paying to get to the top of Tokyo tower it's not really worth it. So when I heard that the SMGB (as I will call it from now) let visitors in for free I thought I could at least see some of Tokyo from there. From the 45th floor?! That's pretty darn high! 202 meters according to Wikipedia.
When you first enter the SMGB you will go through a small visitation of your bags before being lead by very friendly staff to the elevator that will send you over 200 meters into the air. I think the ride took less than half a minute and you could really feel the air pressure change half way.
It feels humbling to see tall building tower over you and it feels even more humbling knowing that any of the tiny dots could be you being observed by someone looking out the window. What feels less humbling is that most of the space is occupied by a souvenir shop seeling overpriced Disney toys.
But there is a small restaurant that lets you grab something to eat. I could choose between three set meals such as a curry plate, salad or something with more meat. With a price range between 1000 yen and 1300 yen you get wonderful lounge music, an amazing view and a decent meal.
I chose the cheapest set meal, a curry plate, a side salad and ginger ale which was a mere 1000 yen. The food itself wasn't as impressive as one could expect for that price but the atmosphere and the view made well up for it. How to compare it? Like a poor man's reenactment of the bar scene in "Lost in translation". Which reminds me, I need to find a nice smoky jazz bar, drink whiskey and be all broody.
This was on a Saturday and not parrticularly cloudy letting me get a great view over Tokyo. Realzing how insanely huge the area covered by buildings is almost unfathomable. One person builds one house and that impressive. The ocean of concrete squares with different shapes and sizes is art in itself. I wish I had a giant hand so I could drag it along the ground just to feel the texture of the city.
Expenses
- 1000 yen for a curry meal with a view
söndag 17 november 2013
There is sushi and then there is sushi
One of my housemates got a sudden craving for sushi and asked if anyone wanted to tag along. I have never turned down raw fish and thought it would be another delicious meeting with nature's little snacks, of course I tagged along.
He asked us what we thought of sushi and all of us said that we liked it. One of my housemates were a little sceptical to the fish but really loved the fried tofu variety.
What I didn't consider what that I had never really had freshly made sushi prepared less than a minute from consumption. I had eaten lots of sushi before in Sweden, Ireland, Taiwan, America and on my previous visits to Japan. I mostly enjoyed it like a lot, the exception being the frozen sushi dishes bought at Swedish food stores. They were at best tasteless and at worst the rice was not cooked enough making it taste like wet sand and gave away Nemo's hiding spot.
Our sushi craving housemate told us that the place we were going to was a so called conveyor belt sushi restaurant. That means that a small conveyor belt is running along all the seating areas in the restaurant with small plates of sushi up for anyone to grab. Different colored plates had different prices and in this case the red plates had a 21 yen discount per plate due to the recent baseball tournament landing one plate neatly on 99 yen.
I had been to conveyor belt sushi restaurants before but this one had this! Tes, that's right, you could special order anything you didn't find on the conveyor belt and have it delivered to your seat on a small toy train! I am not going to bash other restaurants but I definitely think this would be an awesome idea for other kinds of restaurant as well!
When we got our first plates I was first struck by how clearer and brighter the fish looked. I had gotten used to sushi looking like, well, sushi. To start with the salmon had a bright red color I hadn't seen before and it can't really be seen that well on the pictures, but you get the idea.
And the taste was definitely much better than I had ever tried before. It almost melted right away in my mouth. My housemate also taught me that you don't dip the rice in soy sauce but instead either take the fish meat and dip it lightly or use your hands and turn the sushi up side down and let the top barely touch the surface of the soy plate. And wow, that made a huge difference. My other sin was that I mixed large amounts of wasabi in the soy, turning it to a small plate of brown fiery liquid. Instead, a properly made sushi should have a small amount of wasabi between the rice and meat as glue. This gives it just that extra kick without killing your tastebuds.
I loved them all, but I didn't care too much for the squid or octopus as I found it to hard to chew. They both tasted great but only the texture was a bit off putting.
I managed to finish ten plates with two pieces per plate and I could barely move afterwards. Though it might've been considered not that high scale of a restaurant, this experience truly taught me a valuable lesson between what is food and what is an experience. I have reconsidered sushi from being a trendy kind of fast food to a gourmand's trekking through the deep seas. Properly made, properly enjoyed.
Expenses
- 20 pieces of sushi 880 yen (got a discount coupon that I used right away)
onsdag 6 november 2013
A trip to Yasukuni shrine
Wow, already over a month in Japan and I feel like I have only walked around the block once. Everytime I open the door to my house and step outside I am overwhelmed by the fact that I am still in Japan and I still got another eleven months at least here.
I spend many hours studying at school, another three to four hours at home doing homework and it doesn't feel like a chore. Are you supposed to actually enjoy non-play this much? Well, I do and not even once have I felt like it has been too much or I should give up. But spending my time only studying isn't very good now that I have an oppourtunity to experience Japan.
The original plan was to pass through the nearby park, Kitanomaru park I think it was called, but they were setting up for either renovation or a huge concert, so I let it be. There will be time to go there again.
As I mentioned the walk to the park was very pleasant and I didn't get caught in any crowds and I could leisurely look at the different stores lined up along the sidewalk. I am still practicing reading kanji which makes it more interesting to see what the next window would be even if it was just a shoe store or a "We heard there would be a demand for aged plastic clocks severely bleached by years in the sun so we sell that alongside with slippers and noodles" kind of store. Sometime I wonder what kind of customers they have and for what reasen they shop there.
When not full of people and cars the Tokyoian streets are actually very wide. Being stuck between nine million people makes you narrow your perspective and keeps your eyes focused much closer to where you are lest you bump into someone and need a hasty "sumimasen" loaded. The people I have met or bumped into this last month have been very polite, smiling and even a few random high fives from young women who apparently have never experienced someone holding a door open for them. Their giggling and quick retreat always makes me smile.
As I got closer to the main building I saw more and more people, but nowhere near as much as as at the Meiji temple. It felt nice to be at a place of peace and quiet without too many posing people around me. It felt more honest and real. The wannabe hipster in me slightly raised his nose in a "I am special because I prefer another place that is not quite as mainstream Meiji temple.". Another part of me told the hipster he was an idiot and that he should focus on enjoying the now than being proud that his past now is better than other people's present now.
I mentioned wanting to observe without distrubing the surroundings and I think I actually got exactly what I wanted. I walked around the shrine area nad came to a high fence with some very small openings between the planks. I was obviously not supposed to go past this point but I couldn't help at least looking inside. What I saw was something taken directly from an old samurai movie. A very neatly raked stone garden, small bonsai trees complementing its surroundings, black wooden floors and a shrine maiden sweeping the floor with a bamboo brush. She had long black silken hair and wore the red and white clothing very elegantly. At first I didn't see her face, but when she turned around I saw how beautiful she was. I wanted to take a picture but I couldn't move my hands. When she lifted her eyes and looked in my direction I unconsciously skipped back a step so she wouldn't see me. It might seem silly but some things I feel are better not stored as a picture, only as a memory.
Expenses
- Monster Energy drink 200 yen
- Whinnie the Pooh red tea 147 yen
onsdag 30 oktober 2013
Why transcribing my last name to Chinese is a bad idea
My last name is Niklas Utterbäck. People's victory Otter mountain stream, if you will. It is a good name. I like it very much. Except translating if to a naturally sounding Japanese name is a bit of a hassle.
Our teacher showed us different ways to translate our names, direct translation of the meaning, changing to kanji with the same pronounciation and the like.
I tried switching my name by looking for character with similar pronounciation and got some nice and flattering results for Niklas. Long time protector of virtue and peace or something like that. If I translated the meaning of Niklas, Victorious people, I got 勝人, commonly pronounced as katsuhito. But in Japan there are more ways of saying it:
Kachiji
Kachito
Kachine
Kachihiko
Kachifumi
Toji
Toto
Tone
Tohiko
Tofumi
Yoshiji
Yoshiji
Yoshito
Yoshine
Yoshihiko
Yoshifumi
It depends on how you want it to sound.
When it came to Utterbäck it became much more difficult. Translating by meaning becomes 獺川, usogawa. Which isn't that bad, except it also sounds like you're saying "A river of lies".
Translating by changing to similar sounding characters was no improvement either. 生手留便来、 uterubenku. In Chinese it becomes something like "A novice/beginner came and left a poop".
I got to work on that translation.
tisdag 29 oktober 2013
Portable bidets and toilets that sings for you while it sprays your butt
During one of our classes we came into the subject of Japanese culture and things we most likely never will see in Europe. One of our teachers showed ut this small flask and asked us to guess what it was. We opened the lid, pressed the cap, twisted it, smelled it, turned it upsidedown and shook it but we couldn't figure out what it was.
A portable bidet. You fill it with water, extend the nozzle, press the bottle and a stream of water would shoot out. This is apparently not that uncommon among Japanese who travel abroad a lot to bring with them. This was one of the more odd toiletries I have seen and was very sceptical about its use. Our teacher suggested that we should try using one of the more modern toilets in Japan with a built-in bidet next time we get the chance.
First time I visited Japan and I saw the toilet in the hotel bathroom I thought it was a joke. At least ten different buttons with clear pictograms of what functions it sported except one with music notes. It couldn't be the button for making noise to hide the sound when using the bathroom, that one I already tried. My previous button experiments told me to either sit down or face away from the toilet trying an unknown button so I pressed the button and backed away. It started singing. The toilet started to sing for me and I can't remember how I reacted, but I must've not tried it again.
I asked my teacher about why a toilet would sing for you and apparently parents in Japan sang for their kids when they went to the bathroom so they wouldn't feel uncomfortable about any sound they made. Huh, never heard about that in Sweden.
When I came back home I did as my teacher recommended and tried the automatic toilet and the bidet function and was ready to defend my honor and life in case the seat would become sentient and overthrow humanity. I was pleasantly surprised and felt much cleaner than normal. I think it will feel strange not having that when going back to Sweden.
Expenses
- None, you can't put a price on knowledge even if it is about butt hygiene
måndag 28 oktober 2013
My room
I apologize for not updating my blog in a long time. I have had so much fun and studies to attend to that I simply crashed into bed when I came home. I think I am slowly starting to learn the differences between a life in Japan and Sweden. For example the vegetable prices are higher in Japan and why the diet is like it is.
But that's for another post.
Today I wanted to share my room and where I live! As I mentioned earlier I got lots of help finding a place to stay via Go!Go!Nihon and ended up at Borderless House in Iidabashi.
My room is not very big, but more than enough for one person and to study alone. My first impression was really good, lots of space to put away my clothes and stuff and the futon is incredibly comfortable and sturdy. I am not sleeping on the floor per se as it has legs, but being so close to the floor is nonetheless very comfortable. I have my own key, airconditioner and even a small balcony that I have never opened.
I enjoy the pretty spartan feeling without lots of stuff everywhere and games to distract me. In Sweden have many different gaming consoles and loads of games for all of them. Even when I really didn't want to play them I felt an "undesired attraction" to play something, like an addictive procrastination. So this works very well for me. I admit, I have three-four games installed on my laptop and I have longingly looked at the new Nintendo 3DS LL and PSP Vita everytime I visit Akihabara, but I think I can handle the withdrawal pretty well.
My desk is large enough for either the laptop or my Japanese books and paper to write on, but not both. So I really have to put away my laptop when I study which helps me focus. Well, Chopin or Vivaldi always keeps me company but at least I am not procrastinating.
It is a bit scary to realize that gaming has had such a strong hold of me, like I want to enjoy it but now I feel more guilty when playing than enjoying it. Well, that will sort itself out now when I actually concentrate on what's important.
As I wrote before, my bed is low and hard enough for support but soft enough for it to not hurt. Sleeping on the side is a bit difficult but I feel that it forces me to sleep on my back which also makes me sleep that much better.
Behind the curtains are my balcony, but since it is so small and mainly occupied by my airconditioner I don't think it would be that interesting to see.
The drawer on the side feels very IKEA-like but is much deeper than anything I have bought in Sweden. Perfect to store a finite amount of items.
I might invest in a laundry basket since I have a habit of spreading my dirty clothes around the floor, but other than that I find my new home in Japan more than adequate for me.
Expenses
- 84 200 yen/month (Supposed to be 90 000 yen but thanks to a longterm contract and referral by Go!Go!Nihon I get it slightly cheaper. I will also get back my deposit and the management fee by the end so that's almost 100 000 yen that will go back in my pocket.
Etiketter:
borderless house,
gogonihon,
iidabashi,
Japan,
korakuen
söndag 27 oktober 2013
Tried a Chinese restaurant in Tokyo
The restaurant is located not many stations from where we live and when you see it you won't notice it is a restaurant until you actually enter. The entrance was, just like for many other stores in Tokyo, a simple staircase down to a nicely decorated dining area. The atmosphere was very pleasant with lots of little details in wood on all the tables, chairs and wood carvings on the wall. The owner greeted us heartily and showed us where we would sait and where to place our umbrellas. It was a typhoon right next to Tokyo that day so it was wonderful to get under a roof.
Since we left the house Ruri had over and over advised me not to choose any of the spicier dishes since most Europeans might find them uncomfortably strong. I like spicy food, but thought it would be better to actually listen to her advice and choose between the level one spicy dishes.
There is no doggy bag culture in Japan so we couldn't bring home any of the leftovers much to my disappointment. I guess that is well enough, now we have even a greater reason to return.
Since Ruri was studying Chinese we mainly talked about China, its' culture and food comparing it to what we have in Europe and Japan. Real Chinese cuisine will leave an impression on you whether you like it or not.
Expenses
- 2000 yen for the best Chinese food I have eaten so far
lördag 26 oktober 2013
Smoking is prohibited in many places in Japan
Smoking is prohibited inside most buildings in Japan, except pachinko parlors, some arcades and bars. If you want to smoke you need to go outside. But what if it is really cold or rainy outside and you are wearing your business suit?
You put up a tent with an opening connected to the entrance and everyone is happy!
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